The Love we Are Having ♥

Darling say i've not been blogging... so here i am blogging... hahaha....

today is my third day of my attachment... really had a great time at Hougang Polyclinic cos the nurses there are such a great ppl and so motherly to us... hehe... early in the morning went to the DA room for observation it's so boring at first cos the stuff nusrses there were treating us like transparent like that la...kind of annoying though... hehe...luckily stuff nurse June came in and safe us tellingis that we got something to do and we followed her... hahaha...time pass faster this way cos we've been going round to ask ppl to try out the testing of the amt of carbon monoxide in yourl ungs... tested my too and the amtof carbon-monoxide is 4.... when the reading is 5 or more it means that u got a higher risk of having lung cancer... hahaha.... i dun even smoke la... maybe breathe too much of second hand smoke.... and so dear... i may die earlier than u lo... hahaha... during lunch tome... went to hougangmall for lunch with my grp ppl... yup

After lunch went to the newborn baby room... it's myfav stuff nurse there... the most motherly over there... she joke with us abt her own experiences here and some were really terrible... the most impt thing i've learnt is that we being as a nurse... we got to be humble... or else u won't be able to have a good name in nursing...hehe....

Went home straight after work thinking that i'm able to go for training then meet darling to go home together.... but he's very busy so therefore, he didn reply... decided not to go cos if he left sch early.... i got to go home myself which i hated most... hahaaha

Dearie:

i wish u were here with me... dun know why got the urge to hug u when i'm sleeping... haha... miss you so much and wish to see u soon.... hahahaha.... Love u darling... more than u expected ok....hahahaha.....

We are unbreakable.... ,

Beautiful day with a fugged up night

Ah Boi Says:

Had a uber beautiful day and a superb evening with Dearie today.
Had a great lesson today, stayed back in school to wait for Dearie before proceeding home for dinner.
Folks bought DURAINS too. Been such a long time since I last had that divine fruit, so I was licking my lips when I saw the durains.
Finally fixed up a towel holder in my room too.
Had some heart to heart talk with Dearie and the conversation brightened up my day even more. Really looking forward to more of these..
Sent Dearie home and came home to work on my assignments that totally slipped my mind.
Must be suffering from "Just-Finished-Holidays-So-Fug-The-Assignments" syndrome.

It's like 1.20am right now and I just completed my work.
Can't seem to sleep so just adding an entry.
Sigh, I hope things will change soon.

Dearie:
Okie, I know i'm supposed to be sleeping, but I can't help it if I couldn't finish my work early. Some extra stuff came up so had to take extra time to complete it.
Anyway, I promise I'll sleep early tonight (wednesday night).

We are unbreakable.... ,

Back frm my first day of my clinical attachment at Hougang polclinic... was really nervous in the morning... tried to calm myself down but i can't... hahahha... really scary for me ... i was so afraid that i would screw everything up and got scolded by the stuff nurses... instead, some of them turn out to be real friendly such as stuff nurse June who brief us abt the rules and regulation and wad should be done and wad should not be done... best prt is that she even told us which nurse that we need to be real careful of... so sweet of her right??? hehe... time passes real fast in the first half of the day cos i was with a really friendly stuff nurse name Wendy... she taught me lots of new stuff and had really good time with her too... been sitting down observing how she counsel diff types of patients who is suffering frm hypertention, diabetic and choronic patients... yup yup... took down lots of tips frm her too.... so happy that she praises me... hahahaha... however after lunch, i went to the immutation rm observe them injecting the babies... they were so cute and adorable ok... really wanted to play with them but didn dare cos i got the really dao nurse... she didn even talk to me abt anything but jus got to observe myself... it's super boring i tell you... luckily it's only 2 hrs.... hehe... at least i'm able to pick up some information frm there... hehe.... i was so relieve that i had quite a good day there and am looking forward for tmr... hehe... most impotantly... got to wait for my darling to call me... hahaha...

Nw i'll talk abt wad i did yesterday... hmmm... woke up early in the morning and headed to church as usual... and after mass went to tutor my cousin which i almost forgot abt it then rush down to meet dearie because he's going to accompany me to borrow my camera frm aunt... hehe... it's all the way to woodland... he travelled back with me to hougang to collect my nurse uniform then head down to orchard to meet my friends... so sweet of him right? the best prt is that he's willingly without any complains just following me aound... yup... However... sad to say that i had to leave him alone at town cos i was suppose to go out with my other HSN frens for dinner...

Watched scary movie 4 and i tell you... totally sux manz... a waste of money i say... damn lame and stupid... hehe... oh btw... Rudy came too... was so happy to see him so well and healthy yesterday... hahahaha.... went to eat pasta mania together and then walk to a quiet place to relax... yup... Esmond and Kai Ni stayed over at my hse... yup

Dearie:
I'm really sorry that i always made you worried and upset over my actions towards you ok? I will try my very best to change my thinking and had more confidence in this relationship and you ok... Really sorry darling...

We are unbreakable.... ,

RAWR!!!

Ah Boi Says:

ARGH!!!!!
This is an official rant courtesy of yours truly, Ah Boi.

Just got home from town after meeting Dearie, "Small Wife" and their friends.
Had something unexpected happen so I had to leave earlier. Farking made me feel like I'm some adulterer or something like that. RAWR!!!!!!!!

Some people are like so frigging irritating and you just can't help but imagine that he/she is a giant fly, and you would just LOVE to smack the obnoxious creature with a baseball bat.
!@^#&@%...my time got cut short and I'm damn unhappy with it.
The thought of what's going to happen tonight just makes my blood boil.
ARGH!!! I think I need anger management.

I officially declare today a "FUBAR" day!!
*FUBAR = F*cked Up Beyond All Redemption

Oh yeah, before I forget..
Here's a little something for you, you twat-faced scum.

We are unbreakable.... ,

Blessed I am..

Ah Boi Says..

Blessed I must be..
I feel so blessed and so lucky..

Had a very sian afternoon with nothing much to do.
Watched television and tried to relax a little, but to no avail.
Felt really upset because my Dearie told me she wasn't meeting me for dinner as planned.
I had initially planned to cook as a surprise but all was dashed when she told me she wasn't hungry and if we weren't going out for dinner, she wasn't going to meet me.

Decided that I should have something sweet to eat, so I finished a whole tub of Rocky Road ice cream (Which is damn good, btw)
Dearie smsed me and asked me what I was doing and I told her.
Was feeling rather sick from all that ice cream and she wasn't pleased when she knew that I had eaten the whole tub.
After a few sms exchanges, Dearie suddenly called me and told me to open the door.
I was like "Huh? What outside? Which outside and open what door?"
Shocked, I opened the door and found Dearie standing outside.
She brought me dinner!
I was so freaking happy and totally speechless.
Had dinner, then I sent her home, feeling so blessed that I have her.

Dearie:
I told you that I'll reveal something to you, so here it is.
You're the 1st girl to actually surprise me like this and with home cooked food summore.
This is why I was so speechless.
You know, you're really making me fall deeper into this relationship and making me so attached to you...
Have something for you..it's part of this song by Rascal Flatts..

"Every long lost dream, lead me to where you are.
Others who broke my heart, they were like Northern Stars,
Pointing me on my way, into your loving arms.
This much I know is true,
That God blessed the broken road,
That led me straight to you.."

Lurve chiu so much! *MuacKz*

We are unbreakable.... ,

Hahaha... just came back frm my CCA... was late today... almost forgot to go today lo... hahaha... anyway... went there today but all of them ran without me.... they went rifle range and that's abt 10km... i could say that i'm lucky that i didn't follow or else i'll be a burden to them... hahaha...
but i swam 20 laps in the pool then ran round the campus 2 rounds without the convention slope la.... hahaha... i think that's abt 6km.... hahaha.... oh... tried not to stop for the whole run but in the end stop to catch my breathe twice... hehe...

Last night rain very heavily... there's thunder and lightning at abt 2am like that...scared the hell out of me la.... hahaha...can't believe myself to be that timid nw... too dependent on my darling already... hahahaha... got to change that manz... wanted to call him but must understand that he's got to take care of his friend... can't make him so busy right? hahaha... therefore last resort i went to take my mp3 and blast the music into my ear so that i could not hear the thunder rumbering... hide under my blanket with my pillow covering my head so that i could not see the lightning.... hahaha.... i'm such a clown i realise...hahaha....

dearie... i'm neither jealous or angry with u last night for leaving me ok... i can understand how urgent is that matter... hahaha....jus that i was too lazy to reply your msg that's all...hahaha....
if my friend was suddenly being hospitalised, i would not even hesitate and rush down to see him/her... friends to me is also very important... i told u before right... hahaha.... anyway... i'm not that unreasonable and petty yah... hahahahA.....

We are unbreakable.... ,

And Ah Boi says......

Ah Boi Says:

ArGhz..I'm like darn tired.
Just got home from TTSH because my friend was conveyed there after fainting in a public place.
I felt obliged to stay there and help her, because prior to this, she had helped me alot.

Dearie sent me a sms at 1.15am asking me if I was still at the hospital and it sorta made me miss her a little..BAH =P
Hope I didn't make her angry again because she didn't reply my sms..

What's going to be the worst thing today, would be not being able to be with her.
Yes,yes..I know, I know.. we're like superglued together, I know.
But hey, I can't help it!

Btw, if all you peeps out there are wondering wtf I'm posting here, that's because we decided to share the blog.
So despair, for more crap is coming your way in days to come!!!
BWAHAHAHAHAHA

We are unbreakable.... ,

Finally done with my new blog... Really hope that this blog is a start of my new life... forgetting abt the unhappiness in the past... sch had started for a few months already... made alot of friends there and am really a happy girl right nw....

Although Nursing was a very stressful course, i had manage to pass some of the test with the help of friends in sch... had learnt alot there too... the best part is that i'm able to be myself there... ppl there are real straight forward and that is wad i like abt them... haha...

Monday will be my first attachment and i'm so nervous for it... dun know how am i going to handle the patient when i'm already so blur... hahaha... went to alter my nurse uniform last minute today too... haha... met darling and was shocked to see him so tired and shacked... therefore couldn't bear to be angry with him anymore... hahaha.... forgiven him for wad he had done yesterday... i'm pretty soft hearted though.... it's really hurting to see him in a state that he can't even joke and eat properly... haiz... he's so tired because he didn't slept the whole night yesterday because he went to Jurong to queue overnight for the mp3... hahahaha... dun know to say him stupid or wad... haiz.... all i can do nw is to wait for him to wake up lo...

Out of here....

We are unbreakable.... ,