The Love we Are Having ♥

Tmr will be a Better day.. hahahaha

Hmmm... i was fuming in the morning but now alright...
also didn know the reason why did i flare up to you too... whenever things goes wrong or smth, i just can't control it.. haiz.. I'm so sorry abt it yah..
just that i felt that something is missing.. the emptiness in my heart..
really wanted to break down today but i had to tell myself that i have to be strong no matter what happen..
i really don't have to blame them for it cos i deserve it anyway.. turning down so many dates with them and there's a slight chances that they might left me out too..
so why bother to get angry?
it's the past and tmr would be a better day.. haha..

We are unbreakable.... ,

Oh good graciuos ger...

Didn't go to sch today because i was having Diarrhea.. went to see a doctor to get MC... it's a waste of money i guess.. haha..
did nth the whole day today and i'm feeling damn damn bored lo...

okay... let's talk abt my competition that is on Saturday...
didn manage to finish the whole race that day as i wasn't feeling well.. it's my fault anyway because i didn eat much food for breakfast.. felt so bad and also shameful that i didn complete the race.. haha.. it's my first time doing that lo.. haiz.. got to go and train up on my jogging.. swimming fast doesn't help a lot anyway.. haiz..
having my team mates to worry so much is my apology.. and also having my dearest to run all the way frm mac to the competition place just to see me if i'm okay is my bad.. felt so so sorry abt it.. I'm sorry everyone..

i'm going back to sch tmr.. yay.. and the best thing is that i'm able to see my friends and hang out with them.. haha...
Baby is waiting for me after sch.. so sweet of him right?

Just love him so so much... and i can't bear to be apart from him..
i think i'm the most blissful girl in the world already.. hahahaha...
see you tmr baby...

We are unbreakable.... ,

Bento from the heart

Ah Boi says:

I woke up to the sound of my ringing phone and with half opened eyes, I picked up the call.
Dearie wanted to meet me at 7.45am, at the usual bus stop.
Bathed and changed, then went out.

As usual, Dearie was late and I was quite curious as to why she didn't board the usual bus, but took an alternative to meet me, so I called her and asked.
She seemed rather sad over the line..I didn't know the reason until I saw her.

Dearie alighted from the bus, looking rather upset. She looked like she was on the verge of crying, so I asked her what's wrong. She didn't say, so I asked her about her taking the alternative bus service. Explaining that she was worried I would be late for classes, she opened up her bag and yanked out a plastic bag.
I peered inside and discovered she made me a nice breakfast bento!
SO NICE LAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!

My heart just melted like butter on a hot day. It's so sweet of her to do that for me. Now I know why she was so anxious to see me.
Then,
She cried.

I was totally shocked lor!
LOL, up till now, I still don't know why she cried. She says it's because I sounded so fierce over the phone..bah..next time must talk in sweet sickening voice liao. LOL!

Never once has any girl been so sweet to me lor.
Waking up at 5am and cooking breakfast for me. I feel like I don't deserve it.
Thank you darling..for the nice bento and the great day you've spent with me.
It was spectacular..and it totally brightened up my day, so much that it dazzled me, making me wonder if I was dreaming.
1 L-v3 y0u!

We are unbreakable.... ,

FOC is Overrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

OKay... tmr sch it's starting and i'm sick..
Feeling much better after resting..
was suppose to meet up with the Jerc2ks at town but i missed it.. haiz...

FOC camp was fun though i lost my voice there.. haha..
My grp ppl were so enthu and i need not need to help them with anything.. haha..
cheers and items came out frm them.. Just lOve them so so much.. haha..
I was having a difficult time speaking with the China students as they know little abt english.. haha..

was lacking of sleep over there and i was surprised that i'm able to sleep like 3 or 4 am in the morning.. haha..
However when i came back frm camp, i was dead tired and i just fell asleep like a pig.. haha... was suppose to go for chalet but i choice to spend time with dearie.. missed him so so much.. hehe..

Okay.. got to sleep now.. Love you guys.. hahaha

We are unbreakable.... ,

I'm Back... Wheee!

okay.. just came back frm camp today..
now settling things for the T-shirt..
this camp i didn't play alot.. cos i was damn late.. the latest of all.. and also the earliest to be back home..
Camp was alright for me..but the sleeping part was a shit for me.. haha..

Tues will be the yr 1's induction day.. got to be in sch by 8am.. that's damn early la.. haha.. i'm so lazy to be there..
Night time, we'll be camping in sch again.. doing the night trial again at blk 34.. it's damn eerie there.. luckily i'm not the ghost but the archers.. i'll be partnering with Esmond as usual.. he choses the spot that is not that scary.. haha.. luckily not the female toilet.. haha.. it's super dark in there..
just hope everthing will go smoothly..

Calvin and I alright already..
Settled everything and peace out.. hehe..
thanks guys for your concern..
Love you

We are unbreakable.... ,

Broken Heart........ Breaking down

I've cried enough and i never again..
it could be end by a happy day for me today.. however it's all being screwed up..
Just had a very big fight with him regarding for the FOC camp..
Talking to Rai and confronting her behind my back it's too much..
Have i ever speak to your friend like this before?
If u wanted to talk to her, u could at least take the courtesy to ask me..
you need not need to get so worked up that i've been going back to sch..
gladly ask yourself out of the many meetings, i've went there for how many times only.. people are working their ass off to get the FOC camp done and here i am spending time with you.. Pls stop being too unreasonable can?
I've already gave up my fiends for you.. what do you still want me to do then?
you can't tie me down with you forever you know?
Gladly ask whoever you know, did i spent a lot of time with you already?
i could even gave up going out with my friends and be with you..
furthermore, even i knew that friends are drifting a part frm me soon, did i ever blame you for doing this to me?

Do you want me to loose all my friends then u will be happy?
Do you want me to talk to no one except you?
Do you want me to trust no one except you?

i've decided to give each other some time to be alone yah..
Respect me this time round

We are unbreakable.... ,

Some things just go missing..

Ah Boi says:

Whew..finally, my last project for the holidays have ended!
It was a live event, with a turnout crowd of over a thousand people.
Held at NP's very own convention hall, it was the BIGGEST event I've ever crewed in.
HeHz, just glad that it went well..

Setting up the bloody EFP (Electronic Field Production) kit was a gigantic pain in the ass. Frigging video kits were so heavy and each box had to be carried up to the 3rd level by at least 4 guys. BAH!
Then we had so many problems, because the previous bunch of asswipes who used the kit messed around with it and rewired the kits wrongly. The mixer was a bitch to use as well, because of a factory fault. Makes me love the vision mixer we have in the studio.

Ahhh..enough about that.
Slacked much of the day today, despite going back to school in the morning to return the equipments with the rest of the boys.

Wished you were here..

Some people are just plain f'cked up.
-There used to be more here.-

Some things should just go missing..
Just like how tears disappear in the rain.

We are unbreakable.... ,