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Tired and only tired....

Hello ppl... today is my 2nd day of attachment... so far it's tirring and fun... we've got a very motherly lecturer and she really do take care of us alot.. the stuff nurses and the Nurse manager are very friendly and willing to teach us wadever we want to know... had a warm welcome by the sisters however the stressful thing abt here is that we must know the cases we are doing very well.... yup....

So what i did on the first day was to attend their orientation at the training centre when the SN brief us abt the infection control... luckily it ended fast... hahahaha....
after that we had lunch and had to be back to the ward to start work...
However... smth terrible happened to me.... Suddenly i felt giddy and i blacked out... almost fainted but all the nurses were talking to me so that i'll be concious... they checked my BP and it was very low... 90/50... yup... shortage of Glucose too... hehe... therefore went to the stuff lounge and rest till work ended... call dearie and sweet of him to rush here to bring me home...

For today... i was so busy in the morning when i came to work.. as usual the nurses would hand over report to the next shift nurses... after that we went to the beds that were allocated to us... this morning i bath the patients and change alot of bedsheets... helping the patients to change their diapers and change new pyjamas... after that feed them breakfast and etc....

when i was abt to go home, there was one patient called one of the stud nurse we need to have the contact precaution... the stud nurse think so highly of herself that she did not have any precaution... then my friend and i were kind enough to reminf her nicely.... in the end... got shoot back... haiz... i really wonder why they are so proud... and so what they are the second year stud... luckily she's not frm our sch... hahaha...

got to stop here... cont tmr...

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We're not seeing each other anymore...

Ah Boi says:

It's with a heavy heart that I'm writing this.
She came over this afternoon..and we watched Les Choristes together.
We talked and she decided that we should not see each other anymore.
I was flabbergasted at her decision, but nonetheless, I relented and allowed her to carry it out.
It was as though a death penalty had been cast over me.

Frankly, I have no idea what I'm going to do.
Probably, I'll get a job and work hard so I won't think of her.
I sent her home after dinner at my place, sighing throughout the journey to her home.
I can't help it.
Well, I hope that time passes swiftly..
Please don't despair for us.

*Read small text*

Okie..here's the real deal.
We're not seeing each other for the next 1 month due to her attachment.
I don't like it but hey, we've both got to work.
Scared ya, didn't I?
HeHz..have a nice day, pple!

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Our first key chain....

Finally back to my posting... hahaha.... exam is done but attachment is drawing nearer and nearer... i'm not very excited nor looking forward to it cos it's my holiday and i'm still working... hahaha.... anyway thursday paper totally sux and i'm prepared to retake this PAS module... hehe... didn really have the confidence that i'm able to pass well... hehe....

On friday met up with Alison and some ppl to have a small gathering... had lots of fun chatting and all.... it's time for the both of us to catch up... chatted quite alot though... really misses those time when we are together.... went cycling at east coast... hahaha.... didn rain afterall... i remembered the last time i went cycling was with Tillyson and the rest... that time it was raining damn heavily and we were all drenched... hahaha.... next outting really hope to catch up Tillyson and all.... it's been months since i last saw them... hehe...

Today as usual was at dearie's house... had a long and lazy afternoon with him... was suppose to cook for his family this evening but the mom manage to cook before going to work... hehe... He gave me the key chain... finally got somthing that meant for the both of us.... the ger ger one is with him and the boi boi one will be with me... this key chain had been kept with him for quite some time already... haha.... didn know the reason for giving me... waiting for him to tall me...

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Tai yang hua??? hahahahha

My First ever Sun flower

YAY!!! first flower that my dearie sent me for this 2 months plus... didn expect him to give me this kind of surprise... How i receive it??? The stories goes....

i came over to his house and told him that i need to rest however was asked to have lunch before i go and rest... so i bought chickenrice frm downstairs... straight after eating... went to bed straight... he coax me to sleep and my freaking phone rang when i was sound alseep... the first msg i didn care cos i know that it's not so impt... however the 2nd msg came in not long after the first... woke up and ask him who was it... and it's Clarice lo... called her and talk to her a while about today's paper..... thus the sneaking out plan was ruined...

However... i went back to sleep again not long after... this time round.. i was deep asleep into my LaLa land... this time he switched our handphones to silent mode... a while later... he sneaked out of the room and went to look for my sunflower...

He told me that it took him around 45mins to find this flower and the funniest thing is that he told the aunty that he wanted Tai Yang hua instead of xiang re kui.... yup... came back and got the stalk cut and insert into a bottle of water... waited for me to wake up to realise it...

Finally woke up after my long sleep... guess what? I was so stunned for a moment.. my mind was thinking if i was still dreaming anot? and of cos... what's the occcasion for him to give me sunflower? hahaha... i was totally speechless when he asked me what i need to say... i was Soooooooo happy about it.... such a sweet guy... doubt any guy would thought of this method to even surprised your girlfriend right?? hehe....

To dearie:
thanks for lighting up my day with this kind of surprises and i will appreciate it alot... every guy have their unique way of being romantic and nice to their own girlfriend.. saw yours already... hehe... promise that i won't compare you with other guys...
anyway... hope that i'm the first girl that u did this kind of stuff yah... or even the first girl to recieve the sunflower u gave... hahaha... Love you always...

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Feeling rather stressed... haiz

jus came back frm KAP MAC (King Albert park)... met with clarice and all to study AAP... the paper will be tmr... last minute study again which i'm capable of every time... hahaha.... today then i realise that i've got so much to study and thus... think got to burn mid night oil... Stephen and Esmond would be studying overnight over there....

MIC paper was ok for me and i'm confident that i'll pass it this time round... didn expect to get a perfect marks but a respectable marks back for me will do... MCQ this time round were a little tricky and i think that i'll get very low for that section... however for the SAQ part... at least i know how to do most of the questions surprisingly... hahahaha.... i did the paper for an hour when the paper is 2 hrs long... for Esmond... he did for half an hour only... damn clever right? hahaha... anyway at least he knows how to do the paper ....

Didn meet dearie for today misses him lots and i can't wait to see him tmr... hahaha... too bad he told me that he didn miss me a single bit...hehe.. u believe???

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Lazy Afternoon, Crazy Dreams & Steamboat Dinner

Ah Boi Says:

HeHz..woke up this morning feeling rather refreshed.
It's great just waking up and not thinking about work.
Smsed and called Dearie, but didn't get a response, so thought she might be upset over her MIC paper, so I didn't bother to call again.
To my surprise, she called me back and told me she was coming over.

Dearie came over..and we watched a little CSI: Miami.
Lately I've been hooked to it..I always loved CSI: Miami but I just don't have the time to watch the program over cable.
After an episode and a half, Dearie wanted to sleep, so we took a lazy afternoon nap together.

AND...
I had the STRANGEST dream EVER..
I first dreamt I was at a wedding between a thai lady and a caucasian..
Then we had dinner at the wedding, afterwhich, we went down to the groom's home, which was a nice semi-detached home with lots of glass panels. (Must be from the move, The Lake House)
Then, there were fireworks to celebrate the wedding. So I said to Dearie in the dream.."Darling, I think they sell here lei..wanna go take a look with me?"
She said no and asked me to look around, which I did and I found out we were at the heart of a red light district. So I told her to back into the house and I went to walk around myself.
I saw all the tiko pek (perverse old men) and all the prostitutes and all that crap, then I went back. (This part must be from CSI)

THEN..I went to school and there was a function organised by the seniors of FMS.
And they needed pple with tattoos and such for dancers, so I volunteered.. (Must be from Dearie's project)
Then I got so bored and I went to get something. Then while walking back..heard this techno song..one of my favourites in the past, so I started dancing while walking up to the place I was supposed to be at.
Then, Dearie woke me up because I was squeezing her to the wall and I was taking up too much space.

ROFL!!
What a weird dream.
Told Dearie about it and we both LAUGHED like no tommorrow.
I think I'm beginning to unwind better..

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Sleepy....... Someone pls help

oh manz... i'm feeling so sleepy right nw... studying on my room is so sleepy... when i turn around, i see my bed... how can i not resist to temptation for not falling asleep... furthermore the room is so cooling and it is a nice environment to relax and sleep too...
in a few hrs time... my paper will be starting pretty soon... why am i not feeling the urgency still??? that is bad manz... hehe.... luckily i had prepare this paper already... only left one more chap before i complete my MIC revision....
The guys got together at King Albert's park Mac to study and Clarice is with Jie Lin studying... dun wanna go with her because i know that i can't comcentrate... hahaha.... therefore stayed at home to study instead... Promise him that i'll try to do well no matter wad... dun wish to diappoint him too.... hehe....
Not suppose to meet him today however... if i don't meet him... can't settle my heart down to study... it's a habit to go over to his place everyday nw... hahaha.... even the mother got so use to cooking my dinner share... hahaha....
Really got to be back to study... need to sleep early too....

Wish me Luck ok... Luv you guys lots...

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Hmmmmm...

Okay... tmr will be my MIC paper... still doing fine with my revision.. yup yup... it's been such a long time since i last updated... hehe... was jus too lazy to do it...
Yesterday was Clarice birthday ... went to sch to celebrate for her and she was very surprised... though it was jus a simple celebration... i guess it would be the most inforgettable experience for her...

Met up with Rach and all recently to do some catching up... it was on sat the last fireworks display... forgotten which date already... haha... everyone didn change much except that they were busy with their own stuff... hahaha... didn had a chance to take a photo with them... lost in the crowd during the fireworks... phoneline were too busy at that time thus didn conract them too... in the end i sticked with Clarice and all... hahaha.....

will stop here... TC

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our personality....

You Are An ENTP

The Visionary

You are charming, outgoing, friendly. You make a good first impression.
You possess good negotiating skills and can convince anyone of anything.
Happy to be the center of attention, you love to tell stories and show off.
You're very clever, but not disciplined enough to do well in structured environments.

You would make a great entrpreneur, marketing executive, or actor.

What's Your Personality Type?

Ah Boi's:

You Are An ISFJ

The Nurturer

You have a strong need to belong, and you very loyal.
A good listener, you excell at helping others in practical ways.
In your spare time, you enjoy engaging your senses through art, cooking, and music.
You find it easy to be devoted to one person, who you do special things for.

You would make a good interior designer, chef, or child psychologist.

What's Your Personality Type?

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All your fault!!!

hmmmm.... jus woke up not long ago only... i know we are so a pig* hahaha...
anway... went with his whole family to eat steam boat... hehe... during dinner the whole family teased me abt my nose... calling me a Rudolph the red nose rain deer and so on... all thanks to Somebody who cause my poor nose to be in such state... haiz... after dinner went with his brother and friend to have some dessert... u know wad i realise, the majority of the guys are so dirty and unhygienic la... ask all of you something... can u even imagine yourelf not washing your jeans for a few weeks????
you know wad thet told me, they said that jeans are not meant to wash that often and if you wash frequently, the jean will spoil.... i was like Wad the hell??? haiz... no matter wad.. i'm a hygiene freak la... so got to be clean at all time... though i might be lazy... hahaha....

I was injured at my knee yesterday while playing captain's ball... the pain is still there and i can't even walk proerly la... hahaha... had a hard time cleaning my wounds because i was screaming out loud and wad fidgeting about cos they are puting Saline to wash my wound... hahaha....

Anyway... tonight there's fireworks... My sec friends called me and ask to meet up with them... not really sure if i'm able to go cos not too sure if parents allowed... hehe....

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2 months of craziness!

Ah Boi Says:

So it's been 2 months!
Today Dearie came over in the afternoon..and I was engrossed in something.
She shocked me by touching my back and I JUMPED!
Turned around and was shocked to see her there, laughing away.
I was particularly surprised as she had told me that she wasn't coming over.
Oh well, it was a pleasant surprise though.

Didn't really do much with her today..we wanted to watch "Re-cycle", but we both felt the show was rather crappy, so we fell asleep instead.
ROFL..
Had dinner then sent her home.
Had a long talk with Dearie about something under her block.

Somehow, I felt that I have changed into somebody I no longer understand.
I really don't know who I am now.
Ever since school started..I've become rather unstable emotionally.
Flaring up at the slightest irritation..becoming quite withdrawn at times..mood swings..
Dearie told me that I'm becoming increasingly scary..and I know it's true.
I better control myself..sigh..I don't want to do something I will regret.
Maybe it's the pressure.
Maybe it's just me.
Maybe...I'm going crazy.
I don't know.

Here's a song I was listening on the way home earlier, while thinking about what we talked about..

Staind - So Far Away

This is my life
Its not what it was before
All these feelings I’ve shared
And these are my dreams
That I’d never lived before
Somebody shake me
Cause I, I must be sleeping

Now that we're here,
It's so far away
All the struggle we thought was in vain
All the mistakes,
One life contained
They all finally start to go away
Now that we're here its so far away
And I feel like I can face the day
I can forgive and I’m not ashamed to be the person that I am today

These are my words
That I’ve never said before
I think I’m doing ok
And this is the smile
That I’ve never shown before

Somebody shake me
Cause I, I must be sleeping

Now that we're here,
It's so far away
All the struggle we thought was in vain
All the mistakes,
One life contained
They all finally start to go away
Now that we're here its so far away
And I feel like I can face the day
I can forgive and I’m not ashamed to be the person that I am today

I'm so afraid of waking
Please don't shake me
Afraid of waking
Please don't shake me

I've changed so much..
Yet, slowly I'm reverting back to who I was..
I don't want that to happen..
Please, Lord..
Help me.....

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Fast and Zooom!!!!!!!!!!!

back again... feeling kind of bored while waiting for dearie to finish bathing... his hse is my 2nd home already.. hahaha... cos almost everyday i would come over and have dinner with him and his family... his mom's cook is fantastic... Love all the food that she cook for us... hahaha....

A while back i had watched Tokyo Drift already... it's damn nice la... the cars are damn cool... zooming here and there... i think for dearie... the best prt was to see all the hot and sexy babes right??? hahaha... i admit that too... hahaha... too bad... there's no handsome guys for me to see at all... hehe... overall i rated the show 8 out of 10 i think... yup

hmmm... today's NSL practical i could get a B i'm happy enough already... don't really have the confidence to strive for a AD cos i got the topic on measuring Blood pressure and pulse rate... Bllod pressure i totally sux at it... didn practice alot... hehe...

gtg nw....

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Last week of sch!!!

got to make a short post today... later then update again... hahaha... today, i dunno why im so dumb, i tried to plug in the adapter before inserting it into the transformer.haha, so dumb right... then i couldnt even open the lid of the laptop.. hahahahahah, stupid la. maybe i was too nervous for my NSL prac... hehe... so that's the excuse for doing dumb dumb thingy... hahaha....

Can't wait for for tmr actually... was going to see fireworks with my HSN friends... yay!!! rejected to go with darling to see together... but we agreed that we goona watch it on Sat... hahaha....

okay,... gtg... wish me luck though i thnk i can't make it cos i didn study....

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Lazy Sundays and a sleeping Pig..

Ah Boi Says:

It's a nice Sunday afternoon and my Darling is sleeping like a pig.
I'm supposed to be studying for my tests tomolo but, *SiGHz*, I don't have the mood to.
(Who does after watching her sleep so soundly?)
I have to get at least 15% out of the 20% allocated for this test in order to qualify for an A..
Hopefully, I can study well tonight and ace that paper tommorrow.

So many final projects and tests and what-nots..haiz..
I'm just bloody glad that it's going to end in a matter of days..
Just Monday and Tuesday's tests..then final recording on Thursday..and I'M FREEEEEEEEEEE!!!
9 Weeks Holidays here I comeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!
Hope my Darling will be able to pass her tests and do well this year.

In any case, here's a treat for you.
This japanese prank show, orders this guy to go deliver some stuff in a cab..
Turns out the cab driver is a pro stunt driver!

Hope you people have a nice Sunday!
Cheerios!!

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Yay!!!

Exams are coming and i feeling a little pressured... but what can i do? it's only abt working hard to get good grades right? hehe... Yesterday was the project Nutz run... our grp won the 4th placing... really happy abt it... didn really expect ourselves to win too... hahaha... our grp consists of Esmond, Stephen, Thinesh, Kardir, Harry, Ling and me... hahaha... great job Guys....
I was having cramps that i resulted into eating panadols to kill the pain... hehe... the feeling really sux lo... hehe... next time better not drink too much cold water already... hahaha...

Anyway... I am being Posted to TTSH for my CA... and Yesh!... finally be able to see my Best friend who got posted to the same place as me and at the same day too... but dunnoe if it's the same ward anot... yup... but at least i'm able to locate her easily... hahaha... so long since i met her la... kind of missed her... You miss me dear? but at the same time... Clarice and all went to SGH... how i wish they are with me... it would be much nicer lo... hahaha... kind of scary to think that i'm going to the hospital soon... didn know wad would the nurses be asking us to do... yup

Today was suppose to go to sch for peer tutoring with Rudy... but woke up late and at the same time was pretty lazy to go too... hahahah....

Okay... got to go and study soon... or else someone will be nagging at me... hahahaha....

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