Depressed and Disappointed...
I thought i was able to have a lovely day and Happy day for me... but instead it was totally opposite... Totally sux bad time... first was my PAS presentation... i felt that this time's round is bad because there's no time management... furthermore, i frm the feedback frm my lecturer. i think it's bad...
Second thing was HIM... really dun know how to make him change the idea that YOU ARE IMPORTANT to me in any aspect of lives... haiz... I'm not angry but jus felt so disappointed... was thinking alot till i forgot to look out for cars when i was crossing the road... if you are not impt, i won't be spending all my free time i had with you already... I wouldn't have to give so many excuses to turn someone down when he ask me out for lunch?.... etc..... Haiz i really dun know how to satisfy you and make you feel sercure with me. i was thinking to the extreme that if he's tired being with me anot? Am i such a bad gf to you? Why i jus can't be a gf that u expect? Why am i so useless? Why i jus can't be comapared with...???? can't blame me for doing that cos u once told me that she dun gives you this kind of problems and both of you didn quarrel frequent.... So tell me are you really happy with me? Am i such a burden for your happiness? Heart shattering when u still insist that u are not as impt to me compared to my friends... at this moment my confidence had dropped to the extreme... What can i do to make you Happy????
All i can say is when u are happy i'll b happy for you... regardless of wad you do and any decision you've made...
We are unbreakable.... ,
