The Love we Are Having ♥

The Emo Post

Ah Boi says:

It's 6.26am on my clock right now and I just got home from CNY entertainment.
Lost $30+ at my grandma's place so decided to go try my luck. End up, sat there for 6 hours and I won a grand total of...............

ONE DOLLAR.

Best! I got nothing to say.
Anyway, thats not the point. Suddenly, I just miss my Baobei Precious Darling Baby so much..I just wished earlier that when I opened the door to my room, I'd see her standing there with that silly grin of hers, welcoming me home warmly with a great big hug.
I swung open my door, only to see an empty room, untidy bed and the clutter on my desk. How I wish that the day will come soon, when I can come home to my lovely Darling. Live together, cook together, wash the dishes together, do the chores togather, etc etc etc.

I don't know why things turned out this way. I thought it was getting better. I can't fathom how somebody can say things like that to their flesh and blood. I don't understand why they can be so unfeeling and cold, pushing somebody dear to them to the brink. When I heard about it, my eyes welled up with tears. During dinner, I felt like crying so much. I was wondering, "Is she eating well? Is she feeling the same way as I do?". Why they do that, I don't know. Is it because of me? If it is, TELL ME FOR FUCK'S SAKES! STOP TORMENTING HER!!!!

I'll brave anything, ANYTHING for her.
I'll fight through a thousand men to be with her.
I'll rush through a blazing forest just to be with her.
I'll give up everything I own for her.
You get the picture.

Am I not good enough in your eyes?
Am I not fit for her?
Am I not doing enough to show that I'm for real?
Are you LOOKING AT MY FUCKING PAST?

I wished that I took up the invitation to drink my ass drunk tonight.
At least, for just a few hours, this PAIN IN MY FUCKING HEART CAN STOP.
I can live in my fantasy world with her for just those few hours.

I wish I could SCREAM OUT DAMN FUCKING LOUD and burst my throat.
SCREAM AND SCREAM AND SCREAM..until my lungs burst.
At least, I can vent my frustrations for just a couple of minutes.

I wish time could rush by and I'm a working adult.
I would work my FUCKING ASS OFF, just to bring home ENOUGH DOUGH TO SHOVE IT UP YOUR CANDY ASS!
At least, I CAN KEEP YOUR MOUTH SHUT.

Dearie..
I promise, I will never leave you.
I will never leave for somebody else.
I will never leave because you get on my nerves.
I will never leave when things go wrong.

I will stand by your side and fight for our happiness.
I will stand by your side and wipe away those tears.
I will stand by your side and let you vent your anger on me.
I will stand by your side and give you all the hugs and kisses you want.
I will stand by your side and serenade you with silly love songs until my throat goes hoarse and I can't sing no more.

Please..don't give up on us, because I won't.
Let's endure this for a short period of time and it'll all be fine.
This place will ALWAYS be your sanctuary.
IT WILL BE OUR FUCKING SANCTUARY.

I love you..
I really do..
Don't let them break us up..
Don't let them win.

I go to sleep on this morning, with your love in my heart.
And I wish..that our dreams come true..

We are unbreakable.... ,