The Love we Are Having ♥

Miss Lonely Weekend >>>>

I'm so lonely without my baby around me.. he's busy shooting as usual.. and i misses him so so much.. parents were out watching NDP and i'm alone at home.. haha..

early in the morning woke up to go to the hospital with my aunt to visit my grandmother.. She got a heart attack.. was so worried for her condition.. Diagnose with Atrial Fibrillation.. yup.. Just got to pray for her that she won't relapse again.. haiz..

After visiting my grandma, went out with my parents for a short shopping session they bought another 32 inch tv for their room.. I'm so jealous though.. hahaha.. After that, dad fetched me to the driving test place to had my theory date booked.. yay!!! finally.. surprisingly, mom paid for it and i need not have to pay a single cent..

I've came by a blog today.. out of a sudden, i can felt a total of sadness and loneliness in my heart.. I'm such a failure in my friendship.. anyone whom i think that she would be the one supporting me and such just drift away from me to some body else.. I felt a total stranger with you.. i always had a naive thought that you would tell me little secrets abt your life without me asking.. and when i asked, i'm sure that u wouldn't tell me anything.. i do not have the courage to ask what happen between the both of us.. Can we only be just friend and not any further????

Those messengers you send me is only a lie isn't it? is this what you are telling me॥ i remembered that when i heard the news, i jumped for joy.. i thought i've got hoped again.. it's all a lie i guessed

I misses time with Callixta, Cordelia and even Alison.. I really do miss them so so much.. i wishes that you guys would be here right now lending me your ears and listen to what i have to say..

Callix: Thinking back about the times which we had.. it's all in my brain till today.. the support you gave me and all the times spent together i'll always remember.. the times when i went over to your house chatting and gossiping.. the best times was we even share the clothes we had.. Oh.. I misses those times together with Corde of cos.. Lastly i'll always remember that u even made breakfast for Corde and me when we came over to your place in the morning..

Corde: The ger whom i always quarreled with every single time.. and you are such a great friend to me of cos.. being the middle person to patch things up with me and callix when we quarreled.. haha.. When i saw you at bugis that day.. i was overjoyed.. Really.. hahaha... Memories came into me suddenly..

Alison: Though we gone through so so much॥ it's always a little misunderstanding that separates the both of us..Why can't we just persevere and clear things off our chest.. I know you really hated me now and not care any further, i really wished that those misunderstanding would be able to resolve.. Boom!! we are back to the same as the past again..

Even i post this up.. they won't be reading i guess.. Am happy that you guys are having a happy life.. Such a retard of me writing all this when i know that they won't be reading..

We are unbreakable.... ,