Truly, Madly, Deeply In Love... Regi & Calvin
2/14
Ah Boi says:
So it's another day..
Another day which I failed to use.
Rained again when I wanted to go out..and the weather wasn't exactly pleasant for a photoshoot.
Something has been just hovering over me today. Been thinking about my past..about what I've accomplished and all that. Quite honestly, I haven't done anything worth mentioning. Sure, I did well for the past 3 years or so. Sure, I've been working hard. But then again...
Shouldn't I achieve these 8 years ago?
Shouldn't I just work harder then?
I don't really know.
Somehow..a big part of me really regrets not working harder then. Maybe I would already be somewhere out there in the rat race, earning my own keep and in an ideal world, probably married with a kid or something. But then again...
Maybe I wouldn't be as happy compared to what I'm doing now?
Maybe I wouldn't learn how to treasure what I have?
Maybe I wouldn't be as contented as I am now?
Forgive me. I'm a Librain..we're indecisive.
Oh well..no point crying over spilt milk, they say.
Just have to stand up as straight as I can, march on and face the blinding gale as they come.
I hope that after Year 3, I'll finally be able to look myself in the mirror and say everything was worth it.
On a happier note, Dearie sent me SMSes today!
So happy to hear from her. Unfortunately, my replies to her got lost in the giant web of telecommunication and repeated calls to Starhub rendered no solution to the problem. Just have to wait and see if Starhub can rectify the problem. Sending SMSes to Val in Ozzie and Jie in Malaysia hasn't given me any problems so I don't think it's a problem on my end.
Hope they fix the problem soon.
Hope tomorrow will be a better day.
Chilly night..wish I could snuggle up with you.
We are unbreakable.... ,
the bond
:]
Regina...
Ngee Ann Polytechnic
School of Heath Sciences
14 Mar 1988
Calvin...
Ngee Ann Polytechnic
School Of Film Sound and Media
07 Oct 1982
