Truly, Madly, Deeply In Love... Regi & Calvin
Is only the Beginning...
Work = No life. That's wad ppl had been saying and i truly believe it.
Life in ICU had been hectic and hard to adapt for me.
I've got to know my theory and patient well.
Today had been the most stressful and unhappy day for me.
Does Anyone know how i truely felt?
Feeling all lonely and no one to rely on during work because i'm new there.
I have given 3 months of probation.
Always asking myself if i'm able to pass it through
How i wish i'm like some of the others who is genius with their theories.
I wish to be them.
It really false me to tell myself tmr will be a better day for me though.
Deep down in my heart i felt like crying but there's no tears inside me.
Somebody, whoever just make me cry out pls...
It's really suffocating inside me, can't breathe at all, heart is feeling so heavy.
Should i just suppress wad's inside me and forget about it?
For this moment, I just want to vanish off into thin air.
I just want to disappear.
However on the other hand,
Being strong physically is a must for me right now.
I can't just collapse and wait for people to clean up my mess.
Regi got to stand up strong and be the mighty warrior again
I've got to find my competitiveness back for work.
it's for my future and i got to build it up strong and steady.
No matter how tough is the situation i can fight for the victory.
got to believe and be confident.
This is only the beginning. Am i up for the challenges that has been laid before me?
We are unbreakable.... ,
the bond
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Regina...
Ngee Ann Polytechnic
School of Heath Sciences
14 Mar 1988
Calvin...
Ngee Ann Polytechnic
School Of Film Sound and Media
07 Oct 1982
